From the valley to the mountain

I cannot lie, yesterday started off pretty rough. I was in a bit of a funk. By the time I finished lunch I was on top of the world and that carried all the way through until I went to sleep. I woke up this morning (really early!) and went to church to do our Breakfast with a Viking. Tony Richardson was amazing and it was well attended for how little notice we had. The people that helped me to make this reality are awesome and I couldn't have done it without them. And the looks on the faces of the crowd were worth every drop of sweat and the small burn on my arm from the convection oven. And to top it off, the fog of this morning is gone and it is over 60 degrees! I am content right now.

Purpose

This Lent at church we have been talking about People of Purpose. Lately, I have been struggling with purpose. I have been talking with college kids about finding purpose and telling them it is ok to struggle to figure it out. Evidently these conversations have carried over into my own life. I don't feel like I am living a purposeful life. Unfortunately, as I have contemplated it, I am unsure what direction the remedy will be found.

Thoughts...

Someone once told me that if you love someone, sometimes you have to let them go. Unfortunately, what that person didn't tell me is all the challenges that come with that. I am no longer able to make my end of the day call to tell how my day was. And that was usually my favorite part to my day. There are all sorts of thoughts running through my head that I can explain or understand. I just know that it is a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I am doing alright, but it is still a challenge. I just keep praying for the best and hoping everything works out. I love you.

Confusion

I don't know what I am feeling right now.